Stressed for the two crazy weeks, like REALLY REALLY STRESS! Accumulated everything in the last minute, I've experienced the toughest and most tortured ever period in my life. Non-stop calculating how much more to go, forced it to impossibly match with the so little time left. My life left with just study, and nothing! Gosh, I don't even dare to flash back all those memories, Can you feel the horribleness?
A.N.Y.W.A.Y.
Wooooohooooo ~
Exam is done! Efficient indeed, the result came out exactly two weeks from the end of exam period. Guess what, despite the one and only subject that I failed during primary four, I got the WORST EVER result in my life! I mean I know, it's way too last minute, I deserve that result. :'(
People, can you imagine I got THREE Credits out of four subjects!? :''''''''''''''''''''''''(
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Really really think that I can do much much more better compared to this result. But what to do, I am the one who didn't put enough effort, I am the one who screwed things up. After all, praise the Lord for helping me to pass EVERYTHING. Yea.. for the first time ever in my life, I thought I was going to fail two subjects after the exam!!!!!!! It's just soooo tough for me and I kind of messed up half of paper for both the two subjects!! ''FAIL a SUBJECT'' Can you imagine I actually thought of that!?
A.N.Y.W.A.Y.A.N.Y.W.A.Y.
Enough complaint. The fact is not going to change no matter how unsatisfied I am. Seriously sad on one side for not putting ALL possible effort for this exam. BUT, the other side, I really wanna Thank God for being my super big provider. When I thought that I was at the edge of failing and stuff, His mercy and grace managed to give me something that I can take on. At least I didn't fail any subject, and I really can't imagine if I did.
After all these, I kind of realize that there are so many things that is beyond human's ability. Since ever, I never fail to manage my studies and result. But this time, God kind of put me through something, reminding me that I am nothing without Him. NOTHING WITHOUT HIM!
Done. Be patient for my upcoming post about Trip to Melbourne!!!! WINKWINK*
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